[25 Dec 2009|02:48pm] illustrated [miss_october] art by Summer Morrison confess.

Mermaid [25 Dec 2009|04:59pm] illustrated [syn_snow] Author: me Mermaid by *syn-snow on deviantART confess.

"Dream Sequence" [05 Oct 2009|02:05am] foto_decadent [jjrocco] Paolo Roversi for W October. ( more ) 3 guilt trips - confess.

[14 Dec 2009|11:25pm] foto_decadent [wonderwind] [ music | MIKA - Blame It On The Girls ] Vanity Fair Spain / October 2009 "Carrera Olímpica" Models / Jon Kortajarena & Oriol Elcacho Photographer / David Dunan ( See all ) 2 guilt trips - confess.

Jurij Treskow - Berlin (and Moscow) based fashion, model and portrait photographer with Russian root [15 Dec 2009|06:24pm] foto_decadent [juri_treskoff] Jurij Treskow - Berlin (and Moscow) based fashion, model and portrait photographer with Russian roots presents selected shooting for fashion industry. Юрий Тресков - русский фэшн и модельный фотограф, живущий и работающий в Берлине/Москве. treskoff.com 1 ( + 69 Photographs ) 18 guilt trips - confess.

petrofun meets life [25 Dec 2009|04:50am] bronepoezd by petrofun confess.

[24 Dec 2009|08:28pm] fuzzykins3221 So Christmas at my dad's is usually the same. My sister gets drunk, cries, tells me we have the best dad ever and I walk away. My brother, Danny, has a million new kids or something and likely a new girlfriend to go with them all. My brother, Dean, stays in the basement and doesn't say more they "Hey." My brother, Doug, calls from Washington and we talk about nerdy stuff. This Christmas was fairly different. My dad's wife says "Oh, you've gained weight." as soon as I walk in. My brother, Dean, talks to me!!!!!!!! My brother, Danny, has a new kid!! He found out about this one after she had already turned 1. One night stand. Apparently the mother of this child was supposed to be at Christmas, but she wasn't. Neither was the child. I am now an aunt to 5 children of his, none of which I can keep up with. They don't know me at all and I don't know who is who. Kristen & Sam stopped by real quick (THANK GOD) and Danny said he couldn't leave the country, he'd end up having kids all over the world. It's freaky true. That man is fertile and definitely gets around. My sister isn't taking my father's calls because her son is busy taking a hammer to their house. He's like 15 too. What a train wreck. I didn't hear from my brother Doug. Ann called me Jessy which is my 10 yr old niece. How that woman doesn't get why I hate her is beyond me. My dad hates kids and gets stressed out so easily. Oh and also my dad told me that even when I was a kid he knew I'd grow up to have a huge butt. :( 2 guilt trips - confess.

[23 Dec 2009|11:26pm] fuzzykins3221 Haha my exboyfriend, Sean, and his friends made a Christmas song. It's actually surprisingly really good. You should all listen to it real quick. He raps in it and it is adorable. LINK Also The Guitars finished their Christmas CD. I'm really impressed with them! They done good. confess.

more mashers [23 Dec 2009|06:43pm] perforation [ music | excision & datsik ] another one from the trifecta of awesome 2 guilt trips - confess.

[23 Dec 2009|08:24pm] symbolism this is really just an illusion. 3 guilt trips - confess.

funeral singers [23 Dec 2009|01:55pm] bronepoezd я бы оставил только комнату на весь клип все 4 минуты вполне можно смотреть только на них но так тоже нормально 4 guilt trips - confess.

[23 Dec 2009|11:42am] jevgenia Время во вне бежит с неуловимой скоростью: искрами, вспышками, бликами, а внутри все замерло, в желании бездействия, жажде тишины, ожидании завершенности.. Уже как неделю вернулись домой, а мне не собраться ни с мыслями, ни с планами, ни с праздничными настроениями. А за окном все устлано пышными, белыми, морозными простынями *) Рыжая белочка уже каждое утро приносит Аленьке угощения: заготовленные на зиму сухофрукты и орешки с корицей да какао.. Ждем ёлочку от деда Мороза и рисуем ему письма с пожеланиями. Гуляем по заснеженному старому городу, радуем себя сугробами по колено и рождественской ярмаркой, греемся в кафе за чашкой чая с лимонами, лакомимся медом и трюфелем *) ..а утром меня будит телефонный звонок моей звездочки и заботливые, теплые слова доносятся из трубки.. так далеко и всегда так близко *) photo by Dmitry Chapala 18 guilt trips - confess.

mashers with friends [22 Dec 2009|03:40pm] perforation for shits n giggles. model: john williams, photographer: alex rapada chopper: yours truly i got a crapload of images too from my shoot with bradley meinz. also for shits n giggles. might post later. it feels good to work with different artists. the result isn't as important to me as the entire process... and the bonding experience you get, speaking to other creators. hope alls well in your world! 2 guilt trips - confess.

limits of control [22 Dec 2009|05:35pm] bronepoezd limits of control снял кристофер дойл! что у него с глазами, вобще же невероятное что-то почему только один такой оператор в мире? в общем, благодаря дойлу получился дважды шедевр 9 guilt trips - confess.

[22 Dec 2009|08:54pm] symbolism [ mood | 8 ] my blood points out the likeliness of this liveliness a door opens and lets the cold in there is no one here but me but i can see you i draw my name in the fog on the window so that perhaps the next time the cold mixes with heat you will see me carving my name in your chest they are just scratches only you can read a door slams shut the space between these walls is infinite there is no one here but me 2 guilt trips - confess.

[22 Dec 2009|02:39pm] fuzzykins3221 Caved. Went to my mom's in weirdo Independence. Unhappy, sick, but ready to be pampered by mama. confess.

[22 Dec 2009|02:05am] fuzzykins3221 I may be basically dying of an upper respiratory infection or a "mild case of the flu," but look what my neighbor did of me: Bigger version here. I like it a lot! :) I slept today until about 2:00 in the afternoon and went back to bed at around 8:30. So Now I'm wide awake and feeling like butt. :( 1 guilt trip - confess.

people and places [21 Dec 2009|09:41pm] bronepoezd удивительно, что меня находят такие вещи посмотрел вчера новый фильм джейсона райтмана, режиссера juno UP IN THE AIR после juno у райтмана прибавилось возможностей, так что в главной роли джордж клуни. он играет, человека, который, хаха, живет в самолетах. "здесь я дома." он все время путешествует, такая работа, и такая жизнь, соответственно. каждый день в новом городе, в новом отеле. естественно, клуни - одинокий циник. его нанимают корпорации, чтобы увольнять сотрудников, которым начальник сам не может смотреть в глаза в такой момент. а клуни знает, что им сказать, как направить в позитивную сторону. еще он читает лекции, о том, хаха, что не нужно ни к чему привязываться: "положите в рюкзак свои фотографии, компьютер, машину, дом... а теперь попробуйте сдвинуться с места." в одной из его лекций есть интересная фраза: "чем медленнее мы двигаемся, тем быстрее умираем. в движении жизнь, это точно. некоторые животные созданы, чтобы всю жизнь провести рядом, как моногамные лебеди. но мы не лебеди. мы акулы." и вот, такой человек, которому 35 лет, встречает в баре одного из отелей женщину такого же возраста, ей тоже 35, и она точно так же все время в движении по работе. они начинают встречаться, пересекаясь в отелях, где сравнивают графики для новых встреч. фильм довольно сжатый, там куча всего, и диалоги с 22-летней девушкой, которая оказывается между ними со своими взглядами на жизнь, и сомнения клуни по поводу его философии непривязанности ни к чему. но самое смешное, что когда посередине очередной лекции он все бросает, садится в самолет и летит к этой женщине домой, узнав ее адрес, она оказывается ( спойлер ) how sick is that? и, в итоге, клуни стоит в аэропорту и смотрит на расписание рейсов, и ему все равно куда лететь. нереально, что я увидел этот фильм вдруг сейчас. и, кстати, непонятно, что делать клуни. * * * когда я летел из москвы в варшаву, чтобы пересесть на рейс в торонто, мне показалось, что мы где-то встречались с одной из стюардесс. она была полна жизни и очень приветлива с каждым, и весь самолет улыбался ей в ответ. после посадки про стюардесс не вспоминают: все выдыхают, начинают суетиться, доставать вещи. я вспомнил про нее только потому, что мне показалось, что мы где-то встречались, поэтому, когда я выходил, я нашел ее взглядом. она была не из тех, кто должен говорить "до свидания" у выхода, поэтому так и сидела в проходе около туалетов, не вставая с места, куда садятся стюардессы во время посадки. и смотрела в окно с тем выражением лица, с которым самураи смотрят на занесенный над ними меч. 12 guilt trips - confess.

fire and stuff [21 Dec 2009|06:25pm] perforation i realize that i'm actually spinning in the same outfit and to the same song as last time. sartorial win, right? yeah whatever. confess.

[21 Dec 2009|05:26pm] symbolism ( birthday party ) 7 guilt trips - confess.

[21 Dec 2009|12:15am] symbolism [ music | animal hospital - nostalgia ] i cut off my fingertip, turning dinner into a bloody massacre. it was weird to see part of my finger suddenly disconnected from my body and attached to the kitchen knife. the doctor said it will grow back in time. it hurt a lot but i didnt cry, until i was waiting for the taxi to take me back home in the hospital hall and i remembered how my father died there only four months ago. life is strangely intense these days. i am thankful to be here. even amongst the hurt, there is so much beauty. 11 guilt trips - confess.

[21 Dec 2009|01:54am] omglaserspewpew 1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before? Went paintballing. Hated it. I didn't like getting shot or shooting at people. Ended up giving my ammo to my friend and sitting it out. 2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? My resolution was to learn how to garden and cook. I made a garden but didn't try to cook. I'll carry that into 2010 3. Did anyone close to you give birth? My brother and a friend 4. Did anyone close to you die? My brother's godfather. First funeral I've been to. It was sombre. 5. What countries did you visit? None. 6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009? A much higher income. 7. What date(s) from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? My time in Melbourne. Australia Day. Meeting Hookie. Starting my movie. Out with friends. 8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? My movie, just working on it. I love it. I love the process of working on it. 9. What was your biggest failure? I lost $3000 when a company I freelanced for went bust. I can't really blame myself for it, but I've learnt to follow my gut more and be more unforgiving with business. 10. Did you suffer any illness or injury? Muscle fatigued for most of the year. It seems to have ended. 11. What was the best thing you bought? My new computer. 12. Whose behavior merited celebration? My neice. She knows what a clock is and where my nose is. 13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? My family has been on my back. It's made me aware that I've never tried being on my own. 14. Where did most of your money go? Living expenses. 15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? I was really excited about meeting Hookie in 77 16. What song will always remind you of 2009? "Danny Elfman - A Choice" from Hellboy 2 soundtrack. From 3:00 to 4:00 makes me cry. It's Nevada theme from my movie that is played at the end of my storyboard. It's how I know that this movie works. 17. Compared to this time last year, are you: happier or sadder? I don't believe in such emotions. ii. thinner or fatter? More athletic. iii. richer or poorer? Neither. Haven't earned much, haven't spent much. It's about the same. I think my worth has increased though. 18. What do you wish you'd done more of? I wish I'd done more social stuff. Maybe meet a few more girls I'd be into. But I've just hadn't had the desire to go out of my way for that. 19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Procrastinate. Spend less time with computer games. 20. How will you be spending Christmas? With the family. With two new additions. 22. Did you fall in love in 2009? Not with people. But I've fallen in love with many ideas and fictional characters. 23. How many one night stands? One, but I was hoping it would lead to something more. 24. What was your favourite TV program? The last season of Angel, How I Met Your Mother, SGU and Big Bang Theory. 25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? No one I know in real life. 26. What was the best book you read? I'm reading non-fiction. Plenty of books have helped me with my movie project - can't say which has been the best. 27. What was your greatest musical discovery? Inon Zur composer is showing some potential. And the Eve Online soundtrack is heaven to listen to while working. 28. What did you want and get? I wanted to follow my dream and make a movie. It's still happening. 29. What did you want and not get? Learning to cook. Just no time. 30. What was your favorite film of this year? I enjoyed Avatar in 3d. It had me involved for the full three hours but I wasn't blown that away. Not for their budget. 31. What did you do on your birthday? Pleasured by my mistress. 32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Either more sex, or more affection. Leaning to more sex. 33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009? Threadless, boring and unchanged. 34. What kept you sane? Haaa. I've become very hermit and isolated. I think this is the new sane though. 35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Illyria played by Amy Acker in the final episodes of Angel. Oh god she is off the charts in win. 36. What political issue stirred you the most? Banning R+18 games and censoring the Internet. 37. Who did you miss? If I missed anyone I would have contacted them. Didn't miss anyone, except maybe old lovers. 38. Who was the best new person you met? Hookie. Emma was pretty nice to. 39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009. Go with your gut. Suffering to the conquered. Serve no master but your own ambition. 40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. Can't be done. 7 guilt trips - confess.

[21 Dec 2009|01:52am] krissy_girl w0w i'm so fucking intoxicated, don't tell anyone! <3 9 guilt trips - confess.

[19 Dec 2009|09:56am] fuzzykins3221 ( Before. ) confess.

[17 Dec 2009|05:34pm] i_seldom_do a nice write up and photos of my recent show over at Fecal Face by J.L. Schnabel. here: "..Audrey Kawasaki @Jonathan Levine.." 14 guilt trips - confess.

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